[[ wart to sae todae lehx. haix. still the same lorr. no mood. moodless. more worse den yesterdae lorr. tomolo whole onli eat half a bowl of hor fan during recess and tat all cant even finish. andso unlucky i spilt water during recess makes moii mood more down mayb of moii mood den likego school with sore eyes again. bcoz last cry den somemore is when i toking on the phone withjoey. den he at first dunno i cryin den he realise den he was shock tat i cry den he keep on duncry dun cry dun scare moii. haix. den awhile lata he stop moii from cryin den wan moii go sleep immediatly den jux cant sleep den todae went school at bus stop saw linda den ask her weather gort sore eyes den she say no bcoz i scare lata janice saw den she surely sae again. haix. den shesure nag at moii.but in the end she still realise. todae social studies lesson mr kuan nvr cumden moii sec 2 form teacher came to relief the class den i was like walkin to clement table in front janice to take moii handbook back n oso to ask him how to do one of the social studies question den ms tan ask moii go over bcoz it was near the teacher table den she sae why yew so skinny now mux eat more den keep sayin i gort eat gort eat den she sae ok mux eat a bit more.den she ask moii to enjoy eatin tat was like so funni n cute. den after tat i go back den afterschool went to find mrs loh with wan ning khai yen n janice den after tat when goin home going down the stairs saw ms tan den ms tan was like stoppin moii den ask moii name den i sae shu ling den she ok. den i went home bcoz i haf to copy n send khai yen things tat she wan to see. den waslike happenin tat when i copy i was about to cry but in the end i nvr saw khai yen online deni called her den was copyin n sendin to her while tokin to her den wan ning call oso den they like haix. dunno wart to sae den i dun cry lorr. den they tok tok to moii. den haix. dunno wart to do oso. everione was askin den abt yew. how can he like tat. den i was like haix. i duno la. perhaps i born to be alone. mayb. haix. i put down phone den khai yen go and watch her sun wu kong her fav show den i went to bath lorr. den sms her awhile den sae tomolo go school den sae liao. i going mad now. tomolo still have to face tat stupid her. and grace faster call moii.somethin urgent to ask yew wor. haix. say lata ur joseph didi go home nvr tell yew i findin yew bcoz yew two qurrell. den now was like everione askin moii nick y noone wants yew. den lamewith moii. omg. esp. tat joey lorr. be faithful to ur stead,lorelle wor. ok ? dun bully her. haix. den moii i settle myself even tought i tink i gonna mad lorr i doin hmwk moii father was like callin moii to do somethin i veri fed up lorr. i doin hmwk den half way i ask moii do other things. haix. lookin at their profile is makin moii more going to hell. dun wanna live on anymore. wart i can do if i live on. haix. nothin ?? nothin. tomolo still have lesson till 330 den go band until 7 reach home will be 730 liao. haix. going mad mad mad!! ]]
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i love you* Tuesday, February 01, 2005