[[ haix. wart to sae now. i nothin left now. haix. yew can do warteva things yew like and wont stop yew from doing tat. the onli thing i can do now is jux sittin here and blessing tatgod bless yew two. wart did i so kpo go around n see things and see things dun wanna see.make moii mood damn down n have no mood doing homeworks. when i saw it moii tears once again drop down. even now when i writin moii tears wis still flowing like a tap. haix. yew are eone who make moii more disappointed in yew. make moii tink tat yew wont love moii at all. if yew do yew will come back. but yew dun. haix. love cant be force. it jux god will. haix. moii mood is damn down and tat stupid idiot gurl stop givin moii a black face lorr. i n jeslyn have no choice to give yew warning of droppin mouthpiece. yew have drop quite numberof times nort once or twice. even now yew are using the new mouthpiece lorr. stop givin us tat bloody attitude. yew tink we wan. we have no choice. somemore hears someone sayin aboutyew to moii. haix. dunno wart the next patch of juniors cuming in. dun tink yew are sec 2 and we are sec 4 we are scare of yew and dun dare to say yew we jux dun wanna say yew lorr. yew tink we wan. dun tink yew can step above us. haix. omg. somemore long time nvr drop mouthpiece den mux drop izzit. omg. tat lame. one more time yew will get the old one back. we agree to let yew change to a good one and behave like tat to the instrument. haix. warti doin now. haix. i dunno. jux dun have the mood now. somemore i have one more year to go. haix. ferget it man. i wont ferget anythin. past is past. but. i will keep the memories with moii. i dun wanna lost the memories we had. haix. dunno wart to write oso. haix. ]]
+__ttakee ccaree all__+
+__life is miserable__+
+__me to yew__+
+__miss ya___+
+__moodless_+
+__Ss h u ll i n g__+

i love you* Monday, January 31, 2005