[[ haix. mish him soooo much. wanted to see him but i cant . haix. if we are still in a relationship ytd was our 3rd month together. and 2 more days which will be 13 of nov. which i haf promised yew tat i will increase moi weight to 40 kg. i will nort forget. bcoz on 13 of oct. u given moi a month to increase moi weight to 40kg from 35. so still have two days more. dunno i will reach to 40 kg. haix. today tat ren wo ao you show was so sad n touching lor. haix. cried when i was watchong reali veri sad n touching. haix. stupid yilin go hai kaixi jux to win jiajun heart. hate her. steal kaixin BF!! stupid lor. jiajun love kaixin and nort her lor. force him to like her. reali wart lor. haix. anyway is juz a show. haix. missing him. n missing him. when will i get a chance to him again?? when will i get a chance to be with him again!?!? when ?!? when ?!? when?!? when will all dis come true!? haix. anyway now is 1204am liao so left 1 more day to gain weight to 40kg. haix. today went to bhavani house to celebrate deepavali. go with li zhen;araxes;sok hua; linda; yuzhen. quite fun at her house play game there. we play de "shu ru mi ma" tat game so who eva got the no. will haf punishment. i was kanna once. and was punished to drink mixed soft drink. quite nice actually. three types of soft drink mixed together. den those who wan to drink beer can drink tiger juz a sip will do or beer mixed with soft drink. lolx. but sok hua is still de best didn't get any punishment.a fun deepavali i haf dis year. yeah~~ tomolo SHE album released!! i gort new songs to hear! yeah! so tomolo plan is go hg mall to collect cd at abt 1240 go out of house den collect cd liao take north east line to somerset to meet wan ning , moi ah sou den go to cineleisure to collect hers CD den go lavender make mine IC den go bugis [si ma lu] to pray den wan ning meeting khai yen, moi ah ma and khai yen sista to watch moive ;shark tale but mayb i nort watching bcoz no money liao. *sob sob* . hee. den i mayb go home or mayb linda they all going bugis den follow them. haix. sianx. ok bahx. i write till here bahx~ bcoz now toking to linda on phone. ]]

+__ttakee ccaree__+

+__1234am__+

+__mish him so much__+

+__r.i.t.e.h.e.r.e.w.a.i.t.i.n.g__+

i love you* Friday, November 12, 2004