[[`haix.. backie.. haix.. today finally have a chance to hear his voice!!! so happy.. but not tat so happy lor... haix...so sianx.. so sleepy.. ytd 12++ den sleep .. now not enough sleep wanna go sleep soon man.. reali bth liao... haix..troubles goin round n round... haix.. omg... so sleepy... today went out to J8 oso shop until wa to sleep bcoz take neoprints again!! haha... today differant people.. and was oso moi 1st time takin with two new people.. tat is moi ah sou[wan ning]!! , ah ma [khai yen], janice and ya hui... hahax... but go out with quite a big gang lor... haix.. gonna broke soon... >.< .. next bday no $$ to spent.. *so sad* gonna have a boring bday soon.. haix... >.<~~ but like goin to take neoprint on tat day again ... =x.. today went out with moi ah sou,ah ma,janice,ya hui,stefanus,zhi long,jing xiong,boon thai.... 1st time take neoprint with moi ah sou and ah ma lehx.. hmm.. den chose a unlimited time for decoration den hor moi ah sou n ah ma hor.. decorate until veri long.. abt half an hour at least?? tink so.. or perhaps longer... beri kong bu... actually the mu di to go there was to buy our account teacher , ms kong a present as she was goin to retired and goin to enjoy herself.. so good rite ?? haix.. not like moi.. holidays mux stay at home if cousins come den mux take care them haix.. den sister dun allow moi to go work.. den i oso no money somemore need to pay hp bill *sob sob* den no money to go out shop liao.. haix.. reali sianx.. dunno he will come online ma.. waitin him to be online but feel like sleeping but wanted to wait... haix.. miss him so much.. reali reali beri beri much.. haix.. *sob sob* tml mux go cca.. haix.. got so mani things need to do.. sianx ah sianx.. wanna go mad soon... why mux i be born?? why life is so hard?? why can't we do anything we like ?? why why why?? wanna go die soon man... haix... :'(... stop here 1st bahx... -]]

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[[`ttakee ccaree everyone-]]

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i love you* Thursday, October 28, 2004